VELVET GOLDMINE (1998)

December 21st, 2008 by desya-hyde666

Special Prize Winner
Cannes Film Festival 1998

Velvet Goldmine
a film by Todd Hayes

Starring
Ewan McGregor as Curt Wild
Jonathan Rhys Meyers as Brian Slade
Christian Bale as Arthur Stuart
Tony Collette as Mandy Slade

MAIN STORY

Brian Slade, a big star of glam rock, was shot to death on stage when he was on the peak of his career. Who did it and why?
A journalist -an ex-glam rock fan- was about to figure out the mistery behind the assasination. He then was linked to Brian Slade’s past life, and the secrets behind the closed doors…

NEW YORK, 1984
“Suddenly I was being paid to remember all the things that money, the future and a serious life made so certain I’d forget. And for what? Some meaningless prank a decade old. Why was it suddenly up to me to figure it out when clearly there was something, something from the past, spooking me back? I didn’t realize at the time that it was you.” - Arthur Stuart, a journalist.

WHY MUST WATCH?

* Setting is in London, 1970s when glam rock shocked the city and men wearing skirts, gown, platform boots, mascara, glitter, hair lacquer, lipstick, attractive-coloured eye-shadow weren’t awkward. But the strangest is, that it was OK [for the fandom of that] for being a bisexual.

* Jonathan Rhys Meyers [Brian Slade : a Birmingham, Great Britain boy, bisexual, beautiful man, famous glam rock star] and Ewan McGregor [a Michigan, USA boy, drug addict, lead singer and founder of a garage band, The Rats. Used to wearing black nail polish, ever underwent electric shock treatment at 13. Favourite word : fuck you!] really sang in this movie!

* For HYDEist, if you want to see a cute, girly Jonathan Rhys Meyers clad in a frock and singing rock songs [like of that Hyde's style around early 1990s with curls and long gown]. Go check out that part when he met Curt Wild for the first time in Credence Clearwater’s small concert and mesmerized by his on-stage wildness!

* If you are Ewan McGregor’s huge fans and you want to know his size…? Because if you’re as lucky as I am that you get the uncensored one, you’ll be able to find it out… *pervert smile*
Clue : in the part when he was on stage with his band, The Rats. He poured honey on his bare chest [he was wearing only a leather pants] and he got glitter afterwards and… somehow he was jerking off so the audience started calling him a wanker. Aaaand…. he showed his “little brother”!!!

* 20th Century Boy by Placebo, the song which also inspired the birth of 20th Century Boys manga by Urasawa Naoki, was performed in this film by Jack Fairy during the farewell concert for glam rock, Death of Glitter, dedicated to Brian Slade and Curt wild.

* I love the songs~~~!!!!!!!! [and the yaoi matters...]

THE YAOI MATTERS

* The way Brian looked at Curt when they first met was… filled with affection!!!! *yaoi grin*
“Heroine is my main man. But now I’m on methadone and I’m getting my act together and you come here and say you wanna help and I say, ‘Hey, far out.’ You could be my main man,” Curt said to Brian, and then it was so funny seeing Brian’s pupils turn into pink heart shapes!!

* Their kiss? Alright, the kiss was when they dressed up like princes of Victorian era! “The world is changed ’cause you are made of ivory and gold. The curves of your lips rewrite history,” Curt said before the kiss.
But I love their photographed and published kiss better [Brian in his short chopped blonde; Curt in his semi-long blonde locks. It's very cute and fluffy, their facial expression! Theeennnn... during Baby's on Fire song, Brian and Curt did a fanservice in which Brian kneeling before Curt who was playing guitar. Brian then strummed the guitar, still kneeling, with his tongue while clutching at Curt's pants! As a note, Arthur Stuart was somehow aroused by the pictures of those and...

* It's funny how beautiful people look when they're walking out the door." - Mandy Slade -Brian's American wife on Brian's decision to follow Curt into a bedroom, sequestered from orgy orgasm, and discovered naked in the bed the following morning...

* "Now, just because people see, you know, two naked people asleep in bed together, it doesn't necessarily prove sex was involved. It does, however, make for a very strong case."
Brian and Curt lay naked in bed in the morning [OK, tell you, you can see their curves, their backsides...].
Brian lay on his stomach; Curt behind him, placing a hand on Brian’s left shoulderblade and the other on the back of his blonde head, on wrinkled white sheets.
When they realised they’d already been witnessed, they left a note that Mandy read afterwards saying, “A sudden change in plans. A brief holiday — much needed. Back by Hammersmith. B.”

* “Somewhere along the way, Brian seemed to get lost in a lie.”
Brian and Curt had a quarrel after Curt made every one from Brian’s management waste their time in the studio during his recording. Clearly, that moment, Brian could stand him, but the rest couldn’t.
“Piss off! Go on, then! Back to your wolves! Your junky twerps! Your bloody shock treatment! And fuck you too!” Brian shouted at Curt from the window on the second floor, eyes watering.
The next morning, Curt came back with a cab, waiting outside Brian’s flat. Brian stared through his window then he backed off. It was over. [BGM : Bitter-Sweets]

* Curt went to Germany. He met Jack Fairy there, became good bandmates and finished a recording. Brian’s America Tour was off and he started using drugs. His wife divorced him.

* Brian came to Curt’s gig in London, Goodbye to Glitter [in which someone -not sure who- dressed up like Hyde in L'Anniversary 15th, but with heavy make-up and he sang "20th Century Boy!!!], but no one noticed him in his get up, watching Curt from afar. [Brian looked like Hyde, anyway, under his hat. And oh, I forgot. I saw a cameo here, Arthur's friend, and his body reminded me to that of Gackt, slim and slender!].
But you know what? Something happened between Curt and… [find out yourself!] after the concert, on the rooftop. It was romantic, if I have to say. The voice-over was, “It’s only now, looking back, that I see how you patched through my walls and entered my life in waves. He was waiting for me. I followed his signals and slipped away. And now, suddenly– ”
“Make a wish, and see yourself on stage, inside-out, tangled garlands in your hair. Of course you are pleasantly surprised.”
“Softly, he said, I will mangle your mind.”

* “He called it a freedom. A freedom you can allow yourself. Or not.”

THE QUOTES

* “I knew I should create a sensation.”
“I just happen to like boys as much as I like girls.”
“Nothing makes one so bold as being told one is a sinner.”
“Rock ‘n roll is a prostitute. It should be tarted up, performed. The music is the mask, while I, in my chiffon and taff… well, varda the message.” - Brian Slade

* “The secret of becoming a star is knowing how to behave like one.”

* Brian Slade = a pop star. Maxwell Demon = space-age superstar, Brian Slade’s alter ego.
Thomas Brian Stoningham Slade/Birmingham, 02-01-1948

* “You just can’t fake being gay, you know? If you’re gonna claim that you’re gay, you’re gonna have to make love in gay style. That line, “Everyone’s bisexual,” is a popular thing to say right now. Personally, I think it’s meaningless.”

“A real artsit creates beautiful things and puts nothing of his own life into them.
We set out to change the world. Ended up just changing ourselves. Nothing’s wrong with that if you don’t look at the world. Well, I guess in the end he got what he wanted.” - Curt Wild

* Brian gave Curt an Oscar Wilde’s pin [he'd stolen it from Jack Fairy while they were kissing] back then saying, “Curt, a man’s life is his image.”

* “Until one mysterious day, when Jack would discover that somewhere there were others quite like him, singled out for a great gift. And one day, the whole stinking world would be theirs.”

* “Long time since we are together. Now I hope it’s forever. Your memory stays. It lingers ever, will fade away never.”

* Sexual liberation of the flower power set. The long hair and love beads have given way to glitter makeup, platform shoes adn a whole new taste for glamour, nostalgia and just plain outrageousness.”

Moon Child 666 Part 1

February 22nd, 2008 by desya-hyde666

MOON CHILD 666

Part 1

~THE BEGINNING~

Based on my own story, ~A MORNING~ (how narcist!!!) about luvely HYDE n Gackt-san, hoho… Read and think to die!

Casts :

HYDE as Kei

Gackt as Sho

Gw sendiri as Hana (napa?? Jangan protes, deh!!)

Kei (K) : "Shooo…….gmana, ni, media udah minta kita meng-konfirm soal kejadian pagi itu!!

Sho (S) : "Santai, Kei…kaya kata Bang Roma Irama… Ntar kalo gw laper, mereka gw isep semua darahnya ampe kering…"

K : "Bukan gitu, O’on! Masalahnya mereka tuh rese banget, pake nglemparin batu, gunting, kertas (kaya suit, yah!), pulpen, bunga tujuh rupa (lu kata kita Suzzanna!), ampe teflon ke jendela apartment kita tercinta!"

S : "Knapa ga ada yang ngelempar duit, yak? ‘Kan lumayan buat ditabung…"

K : "Ah, lu emang ga bisa diajak diskusi!" [ngambek n masuk kamar sambil banting pintu]

S : [ngrasa bersalah, nyusul Kei ke kamar...eh... pintunya dikonci!] "Kei, buka, dong! Jangan gitu, dong, Kei! Buka!"

K : [diem aja. males ngomong ah.]

S : "Kei, buka! Kei! Buka!" [sambil ngegedor pintu]

Sayang, mereka ga sadar kalo seseorang tlah menyadap pembicaraan itu dari bawah pintu apartemen…

Esoknya…

K : "SHO! SHO!"

S : "napa, sey, heboh banged! Perasaan "KEI" itu cool abiz deh di film. Kei yang ini kok kayak Aming!"

K : "Nah, lu ndiri kayak Tora Sudirman! Ini tuntutan peran, Bego! Gw juga ga tau koq, watak gw Amingwati banget!"

S : "Emang ada masalah apa?"

K : "Qta jadi headline lagi! Katanya, ‘Gackt suka maksa HYDE buat memuaskan hasratnya’, gitu!"

S : "’Kan emang bener, Kei…"

K : [terpaku di tempat, ga pengen kemana2]

S : [makin deket, makin deket...]

K : [memejamkan mata]

S : [siap nyosor...siap buat nge-chu Kei...]

Jepret!!!

S : "Apaan, tuh!"

X : [lari marathon]

S : [ngejar]

K : [sama, ngejar juga. Ribet amat!]

S : "Heh, kamu! Jangan kabur! Pasti kamu ya, yang selama ini yang ngebocorin soal kita ke media! Berhenti, woi!!"

X : [berhenti karna keserimpet]

S : "Nah, ketangkep lu! Siapa ka…"

Betapa (halah!) kagetnya Sho karena ternyata si paparazzi itu adalah… HANA, anaknya sendiri!!

K : "Siapa, Sho?"

H : "Apa? Sho?"

K : [memandang Hana dan mengenalinya] "Hana?"

H : "Siape lo??" [gdubrax!]

K : "Kamu Hana, ‘kan?"

H : "Kamu…HYDE ‘kan?"

K : "Aku HYDE, tapi itu nama panggung. Aku ini Kei, temen papa kamu Sho."

H : "Kei? Terus klo kmu Kei, orang ini Sho? Bokap gw??

K : "Yoa, bener banget."

H : "Katanya dia udah mati. Bukannya kalian mati bareng2???

S : "Tidak anakqyu, Aqyu masi idup, sehat walafiat. Aq cuma pura2 mati, tapi karena Kei bego, dikiranya aku uda mati. Padahal ‘kan itu cuma di film!"

H : "Gw jadi bingung, mana yang film mana yang nyata…"

K : "Udahlah, yang penting Sho masi idup. Terus, knapa kamu ada di sini dan jadi paparazzi?"

H : "Idih, Om Kei o’on banget sih. Kalo cow baru namanya Paparazzi, nah kalo cewek namanya Mamarazzi!"

K : "Iya, trus ada juga tuh, Marco MATERAZZI, pemain bola! Halah! Jadi, jawab dulu, knapa kamu ada sini?

H : "Krana aku lagi butuh duit, dan dengan jadi Materazzi, selembar foto bisa jadi uang segepok!"

S : "Tapi kamu menjadikan qta obyek penderita! Ayahmu ini dan sohib ayahmu yang membesarkan kmu! Tega2nya kamu, Hana!"

H : "Ni lama2 kayak sinetron Hidayah, deh! Papa, kalo aq tau GACKT itu papaku dan HYDE itu temen papa yang uda berjasa banget bwt aq, aku ga bakalan ngejadiin semuanya kayak gini! Sapa suruh papa gnti nama jadi GACKT, trus Kei jadi HYDE!"

K : "Soalnya… soalnya nama asli papamu itu ga ngejual! Masa’ nama aslinya SATORU OKABE, kayak Orang Kaya Baru aja! Namaq dong, HIDETO TAKARAI, hehe…"

S : "Nyatanya itu semua ga penting, Kei. Karna nama asli qta menurut cerita goblok nan sableng ini adalah SHO dan KEI."

H : "Uda ah, namaaa… aja mulu!"

K : "Ok, qta hentikan percakapan ga guna ini. Hana, kesiniiin kameramu. Jangan sampe yang barusan itu ketauan (kayak Matta Band ajah!) sama media…"

H : [dapet ide licik bgt] "Nih, Om Kei. Aq minta maaf. Aq janji ga akan ngulangin lagi. Tapi… aq ‘kan ga bisa lagi dapet duit, soalnya tanpa itu aq bs jadi papa…eh, Mamarazzi… Hidupq pasti jadi begitu hampa, hiks! Aq jadi glandangan, buluk, dan diusir kesana-kemari, ah… betapa malang ansibq!"

S : "Sudahlah anakq, kamu tinggal sama2 qta aja, ok. Biar kmu pake kamar Kei. Kei bobo sama papa."

H : "Ok, papa! Papa emang baiiiikkkk… banget! BTW, papa sama Om Kei beneran… ‘gitu2’, yah?"

S : [menatap Kei]

K : [menatap Sho]

S : "Sudahalah, Hana. Biar aja itu menjadi misteri Ilahi seperti kata Ari Bakso (Bakso? LASSO, Sho!!! LASSO!!)

K : "Bener itu. Yuk, qta pulang sama2."

*

Malemnya, jam 12 pet! Hana mengendap-endap menuju kamar Sho dan Kei…

Krieettt… pintu di-open… Nah! Lagi ngapain tuh, Kei ama Sho??

Ohh… lagi bobok… Tapi gaya boboknya itu, lho! Mak, masa… masa… pelukan!!!

Hana pun jepret1 semaunya…

*

Ga hari itu aja Hana bandel. Doi ternyata udah dapet berlembar-lembar, ada kali 212 foto (kaya Wiro Sableng) selama dua minggu tinggal di situ. Kebayang ga tuh, seberapa sering Kei sama Sho mesra2an, lha 14 hari aja uda 212-an foto!

Menurut Hana, pose-pose itu terdiri dari :

a) Kei nyuapin Sho makan (Hana ketipu, tuh. Ga tau kalo mereka vampire)

b) Kei bobo siang, Sho bobo juga, hehe…

c) An unspeakable kiss karena dilakukan tengah malam di tempat tidur, ehm!

d) Sebuah kiss di kening Sho dan Kei. Kenapa jadi spesial? Karena Kei kudu naek ke korsi biar bisa nyium kening Sho! Maka dari itulah, Kei jadi lebih hobi nyium bibir Sho, hehehe… ‘Kan lebih "terjangkau" tuh! Sering happened di dapur.

e) Gendongan2 a la Kei dan Sho, jadi spesial karma cuma dilakukan kalo bohlam di rumah putus, jadi Kei kudu manjat ke pundaknya Sho, hehe…

f) Sho ternyata keturunan dachshund dog, karna dia suka ngendus2 rambutnya Kei. Terutama kalo lagi mo bobo, hehe…

g) Udah, ah, banyak amat!

Tapi menurut Hana, foto2 itu masih kurang ‘hot’, karna Hana belom berhasil ndapetin "Adegan Ranjang" dan "Adegan Kamar Mandi" mereka ber2.

Biar kata uda nunggu 2 minggu, Hana ga dapet2 juga. Akhirnya…

*

K : "SHOOOOO!! SHO!!!!!!"

S : "Yo, whazup, Bro?"

K : [menyodorkan seonggok photobook supertebal berjudul Secret Desires : Hombrenk, Yuk Ya Yuk…"]

S : "Judulnya norak banget, isinya apa?"

K : "FTO KITA." [body shaking]

S : "Wah, keren dong."

K : "Keren, sih, keren, makanya gw beli 2. Apalagi qta look so cute… TAPI MASALAHNYA INI DIJUAL UNTUK UMUM!!"

S : [baru nyadar] "Jadi… Hana?"

K : "Ya, anak lu tuh! Ternyata ini alasan knapa dia ninggalin rumah pake acara bilang, "ga usah dicari coz q g mau ngerepotin" segala! HANA YARO! Aq ga nyangka dia tega menjadikan qta sumber penghasilannya! Dia ngga mikir akibatnya bwt qta!"

S : "…Gw juga ga nyangka. Semua ini pasti karena dia sejak kecil diasuh sama, makanya jadi korslet begini! Coba kalo gw yang ngedidik, pasti dia jadi anak yang soleha!"

K : "Yeee…sapa suruh nitipin ke gw!! Sukur2 gw mau ngasuh dia. Coba kalo—"

D_sh@ : "WOI! BISA GA KITA BACK TO DA PROBLEM AJA, GW CAPE NI NULIS CERITANYA! BERTELE-TELE BANGED!"

K : "Nah, lu kata TELEtubbies! Sho, jadi gemana dunk?? Nama baik qta uda tercemar! Gw ga tau muka gw mo ditaro dimana!"

S : "Udahlah, Kei… Muka lo yang ganteng itu taro aja di sini, di muka gw, hehe…!"

K : "Sho!"

S : "Ok, sorry gw bcanda lagi. Yah, untuk sementara ini qt harus pasrah ga nongol di media. Qta jangan nerima tawaran apapun dulu. Maen film, kek, nyanyi kek, iklan… ga usah ditrima! Qta puas2in aja saling menikmati satu sama lain, Kei… Soalnya gw uda ga ada ide kudu gimana!"

K : "Yah… apa boleh buat… Kayaknya there’s nothing else to do, kecuali…" [mendekati Sho…]

Gabruk!! Dua-duanya jatuh ke tempat tidur! Haha…Hana seharusnya lebih bersabar, karena adegan yang diincarnya akhirnya terjadi!!!

*OWARI*

Nantikan :

Kehadiran Hana di Hidayah episode "Azab Tukang Kuntit; Datang Tak Diundang Pulang Minta Diantar, Bikin Ribet!"

February is a ‘HARD’ month…

February 16th, 2008 by desya-hyde666

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I have a squirrel as a pet named Pavel a.k.a Puffle. My dad gave it as a b’day gift. It’s sooooo extremely cuuuteeee!!!!!!!!
Anyway, I don’t know HYDE ever posed for this one… *sweatdrops of lust*

my holiday in Jogja

October 23rd, 2007 by desya-hyde666

So,since Sept29 i’ve been in Jogja…and kemaren n today sha baroe aja nonton PV L’Arc~en~Ciel nyang MY HEART DRAWS A DREAM…kyaann!!!PVna cool bgt meski mode item putih, alana HAIDO sama ganteng banget!!!Truz,baru2 aja dengerin+nonton PV Daybreak’s Bell…KEREEEENNN!!!!Perpaduan Saving Private Ryan, Harry Potter, n  Kasou…andai sha modelnya!!!!!!

Senangnya back into HYDEmode lagi setelah sekian lama mendekam di MinamiYama alias GunungKidul…coz there I could only watch Haido by VCD player(mpe apal 7th heaven!)…Demo, besok uda musti balik ksono lagi…coz Pa2 baru dateng dari Bali…(omong2 Bali, di PV M.H.D.A DREAM laruku, ada penari Bali cilik…knapa ga ajag sha aja sih, Larc????><)

Tapi di sana asik juga, makanannya enak2 n udaranya sejukk,,,truz pas my bFren Ogawa-san dateng mengacau(yang baru2 ini menyebabkan sedikit ketegangan d’antara kami yg uda beres dengan sangat hayai*fiuhhh*)ke sana, qta maen2 ke Pantai Resize_of_dsc00183Sadeng yang perjalanannya nglewatin Bukit2 kapur alami (menakjubkan…), bertaruh nyawa di turunan penuh resiko,…dan ketemu Lintah,Tripang,Keong,dll…di sana. Pemandangannya keren!!!KEREN!!n asik banget andaikan tidak over ramai…